Happy Dragon Year to everyone that is reading my blog now...byebye to 2011 and welcome my 2012..hehehe...so far, my 2012 is starting off GREAT :)...initially, i thought this year will be a bad year for me since my end 2011 was not so good :)..Thank you God for blessing me again and again..I really do appreciate it :)
First, I made a terribly wrong action with my silly attitude days before new year day. Even so, my hubby still stood by me and endured through the period with me..while walking to Straits Quay from our house on the eve of new year...at night...we had a nice little chat about my misunderstanding...suddenly, i felt a big heavy rock was put down from my shoulder...i felt so relieved and happy and yet stupid of my narrow minded-ness..my hubby still loves me after all these years..and i nearly ruined it with my stupidity. That was my happiest walk and moment. So, that night while watching the fireworks and counting down to 01-01-2012, i grinned all the time :) and i couldn't stop thinking of how blissful i am..lesson learnt again from this is to control my temper :) God has shown me my wrong from this situation and ended it with such a sweet and happy moment for my hubby & I - in hopes that we can cherish and love each other on and on..
Second, my sweet tigger boy..hehe..my dearie son is so much adorable and funny as he grows. More funny actions appear from him..and also getting naughty now..hehe..curiosity kicks in now..so is getting difficult to handle him..he wants to be here and there, touch this and that. Also the time of eating new food. Fed him beancurd, ice cream, papaya, banana, apple, noodle and more congee, varieties of biscuits, egg & yogurt (both he dislikes :) )..in short, start sharing certain food with me while we dine. Aside some crankiness and fussiness, basically a good boy too :) from here, I can understand that God has bestowed me a bond that comes with responsibilities, commitment and sacrifices to our offspring :) Whatever the ups and downs in raising my son, I'm always proud of myself for being growing up so much now and cherish the moment i share with my own blood and flesh - my son :)
Third, had a nice chinese new year with my family to kicktstart with. Lashed out my point and stated my point clearly. I can see some changes now..so I am starting to ease down and control my temper and be forever forgiving 'God of Mercy' :) I don't want to be calculative and think too much of it anymore. I will try to ease myself so that negativity won't build up inside me. Lesson learnt from this is to stay calm and think in depth before upsetting myself & family :) Again, God has unmasked certain things to make me see clearly to reduce my disgruntle. By treating everyone nice instead of hard feelings will give joy to everyone and reduce the possibilities of regret in later life :)
How can I not be grateful for every nice good things happen? Sometimes, bad things come by to remind me how fortunate and bless i am so that i can continue cherish my life. When bad times come, means forbidding me to take things for granted. Resulting, ups and downs in my life. After the hurricane, I am always back to the arms of love of my husband, son & family. So far, they stand by me and never give up hope on me eventhough at times I have to admit I have some slight temperamental issue :) And forever always, make me love my husband even more, adore my son even more and grateful to be blessed to have a comfy family background without me enduring hard times.
